Hot

  In such  hot days,  i can do nothing but stay at home, TV programms are boring , computer seems to be anther choice, but also no use at all, others may use it to play pc games, but i never got interest in pc games, i  sometimes watch movies, but there is no movie worth watching these days. it's so hot outside, my shirt can be wet by sweat soon after in the sun, god, please give us some rain, cool down the fire world. Last weekend, i went back to uni campus to swim, there was a small natatorium open in the afternoon and at night, each batch of swimmers could swim for an hour with 5 yuan, Many boys swim there, also some women and kids, the price is very low, so it's always very crowded, the ground of the natatorium is a slope,  women and kids often swim in low water, boys those swim well swim in deep water, my classmates, we went there together, but most of them actually didn't swim much before,so they just stay at the bank.  I'm going to swim again this afternoon, it's really hot.

 

Almost all my high school classmates are at home now, they have to do internship, but it's not the same concept as in Shanghai. I don't know if  internship is useless for them, or it's just hard for them to find a intern position, or there are other reasons. Last semester, I spent almost half of my time trying to find a good internship in a good company, revise my resume again and again, go to company presentations time to time,  applying on the internet, check Email box everyday or even every hour when in front of the computer. Finally, when the intern begins, it's not as expected before, excitement declines day by day, I start to think what's the real meaning of internship, frankly speaking, i don't like the life of being a company slave, especially in Shanghai, once wake up in the morning, you have no time to work out or excise, after running to the subway station, it's forever crowded enough to explode, then, you start a new day's work, after leaving the office in the evening, again, you have to squeeze into the subway again, after you get home, have a quick supper, take a shower, then it's time to sleep, if you don't sleep, the next day's work will be tough. I don't mean that we should work hard to make devotation to the society and the nation(which is regarded as a good character ), but I doubt it's a suitable life style for everyboday, at leat I don't think I would like it. Uncle Zhang suggests that I should take part in the civil service exam to become a goverment member, but I fear that the bureaucracy will eat me up in the end. I want to do something else, I want to be free from rules and regulations, I thought I could work for my own business, but all friends told me that I have to work for some company for several years to understand the insight of the industry, at least the segement I want to be in, all these sound reasonable. Now all my mind are focus on the future, on my first job after graduation, I don't know if I can handle the courses next semester well, what a headache! Those courses, which I think as totally nonsense, must be passed and rated as high as possible, but they may have no use at all once we work, why don't those teachers arrange some more practical courses?